Posted by Ryan | Posted in fire | Posted on 27-11-2009
Yesterday was Thanksgiving, and I’ve been reading posts by a lot of friends and family about what they’re thankful for, so I thought I’d do one too. Although it feels “off” to list only the good stuff, when in reality my family is still very much in the middle of a bunch of crap. So, in the spirit of not tarnishing reality, I’ve decided to do a duality column:
Thankful for:
Resentful of:
family not burning up
house burned up
cute yellow rental house roof over our head
lost all our equity
digital pictures, some jewelry, a guitar saved
everything else burned up
get to buy new stuff
having to buy new stuff
having insurance
not having enough insurance
strong and capable body and mind
dealing with a mild case of depression
amazing wife who makes me better
wife being sad about losing her cat
family, friends, and community that want to help
dealing with insurance company sucks
donations
being in need
resources available for us to rebuild
the grueling, detailed, costly process of jumping through all the hoops and lining up all the ducks
Don’t let my petty whining give you the wrong picture. I’m well aware of how extremely fortunate I am. Not just to have come out of our ordeal mostly intact, but to have been born into circumstance that can only be considered privileged relative to the rest of the world. I have access to communication tools that allow me to read news and consume media to keep me educated and informed. Did I say I can read? I’m able to stand in the shower and let warm water run over my body, on a daily basis. I don’t have to worry about a marauding army pillaging and destroying our lives. I have a job, income, a car, and access to stores where I can pretty much buy anything my family needs. I can walk, run, see, hear, smell, touch. I have instruments, clothes, tools, and skills. Unless struck by some unfortunate accident, I should live a long life with my two beautiful girls.
Speaking of, I have the most wonderful daughter, who constantly reminds me that nothing is very important next to family and friends. And I have a wife who “gets” me, stands next to me, challenges me, and enthralls me.
I’m more fortunate that many people, some far off and some right here in Juneau. It’s actually a bit embarrassing.
Posted by Ryan | Posted in fire | Posted on 18-09-2009
The United Way of Southeast Alaska has been a huge help to us throughout our process. From emotional support to coordinating volunteers to helping facilitate donations, without the United Way and her sister agencies (namely the Red Cross of Alaska) we would have had a much harder go of it.
So of course when president Brenda Hewitt asked if we’d be in their 2009 promotional video, we were happy to tell a bit of our story and how they helped us:
Posted by Ryan | Posted in fire | Posted on 18-09-2009
Recently we took the pink house down. This was a high priority for us as the sight and smell of that burned out house was rather depressing.
When we think about our hopeful rebuild next spring, and look at our budget, we know it’s going to be tight. We won’t be able to build the house we had. And certainly not the house we want for the long term. But if the stars align we’ll be able to afford enough of a construction loan to get a comfy abode to hang our hats in.
There are three major financial factors that play into this as of yet existing affordable construction loan we’re dreaming about. The first was the asbestos test coming up negative, a huge relief that saves us a lot of money and hassle. The second was the foundation being sound enough to reuse, which takes a good chunk off the rebuild estimates. And the third is that Waste Management of Juneau has agreed to donate the landfill fees for dumping the wooden shell of the house.
Those three expenses combined add up to about $60,000, which is about 25% the amount of a construction loan we can afford. In our budgets that 25% is a crucial amount. With those costs, we’d be forced to consider not rebuilding. Without them, we can see possibility on the horizon.
Waste Management has gotten a good deal of criticism in Juneau, especially after the incinerator stopped, the trash mound grew, and the notorious Lemon Creek odor problem. We weren’t sure if they’d be able to work with us, as they are a rather large corporation in a tough economy.
I approached Waste Management shortly after the fire and wrote a letter to them describing our circumstance and the weight estimates for the demolition. Local branch manager Eric Vance took it from there. It took a couple months but you can imagine how good it felt when he told me “we’ll take care of you”. And they did, all 34 tons of us.
So here is a huge “shout out” to Eric Vance and Waste Management, who have helped my family out in a Big way.
Early in the morning of June 1st, 2009 an intentionally set fire spread from a neighbor's house to the "pink house". Our 100-year-old home and all its belongings were completely destroyed.
Luckily, I was working at home late that night, heard the fire next door, and was able to get everyone awake and out of the house before it was consumed.
to help…
Rebuilding our home and this historic Juneau house is going to be a major undertaking. Insurance isn't going to cover everything. There are a couple of ways you can help.
Or you can donate money directly into the house rebuild fund:
or by visiting a branch and making a deposit into the "Pink House Donation Fund" at Alaska USA